I lay my hands on my kitchen table and stretch them out in effort to calm the shaking. I stare at my arsenal: a water with a straw, three pens, a pad of writing paper, Index cards with my questions written in Sharpie marker, my recorder aimed at my phone and spare questions written in bold pen sits the farthest away.
I wonder, ‘ How did I get here?’
The time moves fast to 9:18 am. My heart leaps into my throat. I am about to interview one of my favorite writers and actresses, Nia Vardalos. I have been taking more chances in my life since turning 39 last October. My mom did not reach that birthday. I vowed I would do more things that she would have wanted me to do.
So, I saw the tweet from Nia asking for parenting bloggers who may want to review her upcoming book, Instant Mom.
I have pared down my book reviews for my blog to books that are only of interest to me. This one really peaked my interest – Nia and her husband adopted a young girl from Foster Care. I immediately contacted her publisher in Canada with hopes to get a book and a potential interview. Never did I imagine my wish would be granted, and a phone interview is about to take place.
Her title alone, Instant Mom, is a phrase I can relate. I was told I could not get pregnant due to medical issues. Two children later, I keep parenting by-the-seat-of-my-heart.
I have a confession. I entered the Canadian Foster Care system when I was sixteen years old. I went through 5 group and private foster homes until my moms’ best friend from university sought out to be my foster mom, permanently. I never have spoke publicly about it until now. Judy was the best thing that ever happened to me after my mom died.
I saw many unwanted kids in those group homes. I tried my best to show gratitude to the world as I unraveled the dark 6 years after my mom died until Judy saved me. It means a lot to me that a celebrity couple would be united with their child through foster care. I could not keep quiet of my yearning to tell Nia how much it meant from this former foster kid.
If I told myself a year ago that I would be here, I would not have believed myself. Today, I am delightfully nervous.
My phone rings and springs me out of my dream bubble. I poise my finger over the record button of the recorder, ready. The Call Display says Blocked. Of course it is.
“Hello. This is Danielle,” I shakily say.
“Hi Danielle. It’s Nia.” Wow, I thought, no ‘people.’ (a team of assistants, PR people and more) It is her, calling me.
And we are off and running.
Stay tuned to this blog for the book review and the in-depth interview about Instant Mom and more over the next two weeks.